lost about 40 pages of rambling analyses and geek-notes in the Great Computer Crash of late 2016 and is in the process of painstakingly but successfully reconstructing it :O oh noes!!! Well, it’s not that bad now. Things that were mine can be rewritten; things that were not can be found. It just takes time. And come on, what did you expect from 2016?
I literally have an icon regarding how different they are!! *points* And many essays. I love that icon! (and your essays) One upside of the aforementioned disaster was me going through the saved ones (to try and remember better what was lost), and improving them. And one particular small difference struck me regarding 10-11, which I had not thought of before: They very ironically snap in opposite ways when it comes to their god complex. I may be overgeneralising a bit, but: 10 is: “I shall punish evil-doers. Horribly so. Back off. You get one chance. Sorry, I really don’t like it, but.” And then in WoM he’s like “MUST SAVE PEOPLE. Live, damn you”. 11 is: “MUST SAVE PEOPLE. MUST SAVE ALL THE PEOPLE. If someone, ANYONE dies, it’s my fault”. And then whenever he snaps, he’s like “DIE, SCUM. Finally, someone I can hate without feeling like a hypocrite. You are *guiltier*. Wow, I have the moral high ground, I have the *right* to do this. I… I think I’m enjoying this. Fuck.”
People being happy & in love are not exciting to watch. Well, that’s a bit of an overgeneralization I think, it depends on what said people are doing. I understand your point, it *is* easier to make misery interesting to watch. But whoever was bored of Two, I ask you! I don’t think anyone was less interested in 11 and the Ponds or River in the “happy episodes”, let’s say; and even though sad! or lonely!11 is played perfectly by Matt Smith and needs all the hugs, I never said “oh, NOW we’re talking, finally, the Doctor, excitement!” What I’m trying to say is that the state of the characters generally influenced the *mood*, not our level of interest; happy and in love or not, 11 was equally engaging. And he didn’t need to lose people for us to appreciate them and their connection through his level of grief, because we already did so. (Of course, Moffat’s adherence to the Reverse Don Bluth Principle and his Earn Your Happy Ending tendencies do help: he only makes the characters happy after putting them through absolute hell, so of course we accept it.)
'I can't believe I forgot how Denisof as Wesley can stand there and exude pain. It's like a superpower.' I’ll take your word for it, but that is also the most perfect description of David Tennant I have ever heard.
Make a Series 6 vid with “Take a Bow” I need to introduce you to Fear Me, I Killed All of Them, which is that but much wider in scope. Still gives me shivers in all the best ways. Well, the narrow scope was kind of the point with this idea because I really like how Series 6 was built. As I put it in my “Examining the Doctor’s faith” analysis: “It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom. One should basically just clap and go: “Yes, please do continue showing the incredibly old, self-loathing, guilt-ridden, emotionally unstable mess of an alien that he totally sucks, destroys everything, brings death and misery wherever he goes and that if he doesn’t die the universe will blow up. Absolutely nothing wrong here, we’re all ears, having a ball”.
Still, very nice video (and meta). Unfortunately, not really my cup of tea, due to an oversaturation of DW vids with 30 Seconds to Mars songs, (especially this one) and a general indifference towards the band. But still, very nice construction, and eerily similar to a scene from “Forgiven” (I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that):
“Ah Sun-flower! weary of time, Who countest the steps of the Sun: Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the traveler’s journey is done.”
He closes the book – “Songs of Innocence and of Experience” by William Blake - sets it aside and settles back in his chair with a sigh, chin resting on his tangled fingers.
“I can explain. Tell them why I had to”. “You want to be forgiven”.
(“Fear me; I’ve killed all of them”. “You're turning me into you!” “And some, not many but, some died. Not them. Not them, Brian. Never them.”
“Come along Pond. Please”.)
Slowly, almost reverently, he takes off the glasses and places them carefully on the grey, smooth surface of the console.
“Don’t we all?”
(And since I’ve gone off and started talking about my stuff again, I might as well go all the way: You know how many people make playlists about shows? Phoenix-Dragon has many nice ones. This is what I call the “Reverse Fantasia Project”.
Make a playlist, each song/general music piece represents/is the theme of a New Who episode. No DW music.
In progress, varying degrees of seriousness, many different criteria for choosing something: it might be the theme or subject. The lyrics. The allusions made. Parallels in story. The title. The melody. Perhaps the rhythm. If it is famous or symbolic, why. All the above at the same time.As long as something creates a connection in the intertextual mind!
Examples so far include –to give you an understanding: Rose-Muse, Knights of Cydonia The Parting of the Ways- The Hanging Tree Human Nature- Peter Gabriel, Disturbed Family of Blood- All I ever Wanted, piano version Blink- Secret of Survival, The Wind in the Willows Silence in the Library- Fear of the Dark, Iron Maiden The End of Time, P.1 – Muse, Survival Amy’s Choice- The Mind of the Bat, Miracle of Sound The Big Bang- The Ecstasy of Gold/ The Power of Love, Huey Lewis and the News A Christmas Carol- The Grand Finale (Edward Scissorhands soundtrack) Day of the Moon- Muse, Uprising Let’s Kill Hitler- Golden Earring, When The Lady Smiles Asylum of the Daleks- Dario Marianelli, The dominoes fall The Night of the Doctor- Basil Poledouris, The Barricades The Day of the Doctor- The White Tree, LOTR soundtrack The Time of the Doctor- Time (Inception) Time Heist- Misirlou, Pulp Fiction Flatline- You Know My Name, Chris Cornel Hell Bent- Ennio Morricone, The Demise of Barbara and the Return of Joe
At some point in the far future there will be a complete list with links (and possibly short explanations)! Uploaded on Dev! Some day.)
I wish I could beta more vids, it's *fascinating*. Well, after seeing this one I wish that too!
Am now off to double check if I've watched the vids you recommend. So? Had you?
Make a Series 6 vid with “Take a Bow” I need to introduce you to Fear Me, I Killed All of Them, which is that but much wider in scope. Still gives me shivers in all the best ways. Well, the narrow scope was kind of the point with this idea because I really like how Series 6 was built. As I put it in my “Examining the Doctor’s faith” analysis: “It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom. One should basically just clap and go: “Yes, please do continue showing the incredibly old, self-loathing, guilt-ridden, emotionally unstable mess of an alien that he totally sucks, destroys everything, brings death and misery wherever he goes and that if he doesn’t die the universe will blow up. Absolutely nothing wrong here, we’re all ears, having a ball”.
Still, very nice video (and meta). Unfortunately, not really my cup of tea, due to an oversaturation of DW vids with 30 Seconds to Mars songs, (especially this one) and a general indifference towards the band. But still, very nice construction, and eerily similar to a scene from “Forgiven” (I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that):
“Ah Sun-flower! weary of time, Who countest the steps of the Sun: Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the traveler’s journey is done.”
He closes the book – “Songs of Innocence and of Experience” by William Blake - sets it aside and settles back in his chair with a sigh, chin resting on his tangled fingers.
“I can explain. Tell them why I had to”. “You want to be forgiven”.
(“Fear me; I’ve killed all of them”. “You're turning me into you!” “And some, not many but, some died. Not them. Not them, Brian. Never them.”
“Come along Pond. Please”.)
Slowly, almost reverently, he takes off the glasses and places them carefully on the grey, smooth surface of the console.
“Don’t we all?”
(And since I’ve gone off and started talking about my stuff again, I might as well go all the way, and explain my thought process behind that: You know how many people make playlists about shows? Phoenix-Dragon has many nice ones. This is what I call the “Reverse Fantasia Project”.
Make a playlist, each song/general music piece represents/is the theme of a New Who episode. No DW music.
In progress, varying degrees of seriousness, many different criteria for choosing something: it might be the theme or subject. The lyrics. The allusions made. Parallels in story. The title. The melody. Perhaps the rhythm. If it is famous or symbolic, why. All the above at the same time.As long as something creates a connection in the intertextual mind!
Examples so far include –to give you an understanding: Rose-Muse, Knights of Cydonia The Parting of the Ways- The Hanging Tree Human Nature- Peter Gabriel, Disturbed Family of Blood- All I ever Wanted, piano version Blink- Secret of Survival, The Wind in the Willows Silence in the Library- Fear of the Dark, Iron Maiden The End of Time, P.1 – Muse, Survival Amy’s Choice- The Mind of the Bat, Miracle of Sound The Big Bang- The Ecstasy of Gold/ The Power of Love, Huey Lewis and the News A Christmas Carol- The Grand Finale (Edward Scissorhands soundtrack) Day of the Moon- Muse, Uprising Let’s Kill Hitler- Golden Earring, When The Lady Smiles Asylum of the Daleks- Dario Marianelli, The dominoes fall The Night of the Doctor- Basil Poledouris, The Barricades The Day of the Doctor- The White Tree, LOTR soundtrack The Time of the Doctor- Time (Inception) Time Heist- Misirlou, Pulp Fiction Flatline- You Know My Name, Chris Cornel Hell Bent- Ennio Morricone, The Demise of Barbara and the Return of Joe
At some point in the far future there will be a complete list with links (and possibly short explanations)! Uploaded on Dev! Some day.)
I wish I could beta more vids, it's *fascinating*. Well, after seeing this one I wish that too!
Am now off to double check if I've watched the vids you recommend. So? Had you?
Make a Series 6 vid with “Take a Bow” I need to introduce you to Fear Me, I Killed All of Them, which is that but much wider in scope. Still gives me shivers in all the best ways. Well, the narrow scope was kind of the point with this idea because I really like how Series 6 was built. As I put it in my “Examining the Doctor’s faith” analysis: “It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom. One should basically just clap and go: “Yes, please do continue showing the incredibly old, self-loathing, guilt-ridden, emotionally unstable mess of an alien that he totally sucks, destroys everything, brings death and misery wherever he goes and that if he doesn’t die the universe will blow up. Absolutely nothing wrong here, we’re all ears, having a ball”.
Still, very nice video (and meta). Unfortunately, not really my cup of tea, due to an oversaturation of DW vids with 30 Seconds to Mars songs, (especially this one) and a general indifference towards the band. But still, very nice construction, and eerily similar to a scene from “Forgiven” (I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that):
“Ah Sun-flower! weary of time, Who countest the steps of the Sun: Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the traveler’s journey is done.”
He closes the book – “Songs of Innocence and of Experience” by William Blake - sets it aside and settles back in his chair with a sigh, chin resting on his tangled fingers.
“I can explain. Tell them why I had to”. “You want to be forgiven”.
(“Fear me; I’ve killed all of them”. “You're turning me into you!” “And some, not many but, some died. Not them. Not them, Brian. Never them.”
“Come along Pond. Please”.)
Slowly, almost reverently, he takes off the glasses and places them carefully on the grey, smooth surface of the console.
“Don’t we all?”
I wish I could beta more vids, it's *fascinating*. Well, after seeing this one I wish that too!
Am now off to double check if I've watched the vids you recommend. So? Had you?
Well, the narrow scope was kind of the point with this idea because I really like how Series 6 was built. Oh I can see that. However I do love multi-Doctor vids that *work*, so I had to rec it. :)
“It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom. Hmmm. Well, it's the chickens coming home to roost. Partly he's paying for Ten's hubris, but also the Silence are the over-arching nemesis for all of Eleven's era (see the crack) - and S6 is the central part, obviously.
(I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that) You and me both. And thank you for sharing.
So? Had you? I had not, and am now greatly indebted to you good sir. The Big Whobowski looks like it could be better than the actual movie, and The Dead Rory Sketch made me laugh entirely too loud. I shall have to share it with my girls later one. :D
I had not, and am now greatly indebted to you good sir. The Big Whobowski looks like it could be better than the actual movie, and The Dead Rory Sketch made me laugh entirely too loud. I shall have to share it with my girls later :D Well, I like to share; I hope they liked it too. And I too would totally watch a movie-long version of The Big Whobowski. In general, Bob Mitsch has incredibly funny videos. Have a browse if you find the time. I really loved the DW parody of They Live.
You know what, I re-watched ‘Fear Me, I Killed All Of Them' recently and oh yes, it really is magnificent. The craft involved managed to overcome my general indifference towards the band and the oversaturation of its songs; I actually really like the song now because of the video. I don’t know, third time’s the charm? (It happens with films too: I was pretty neutral about Edward Scissorhands and V for Vendetta the first time I watched them. Upon rewatch I was like “THIS IS SO AMAZING!”) Or your beautiful meta helped, such things often do (shrug). Anyway, I shall recommend it –along with your meta– in my “20 MORE MUST-Watch Whovian Videos!” these days. Tell the creator if you want, this is like four degrees of separation by now, damn, impressive!
And come on, what did you expect from 2016? Good point.
I love that icon! (and your essays) :D
They very ironically snap in opposite ways when it comes to their god complex. I may be overgeneralising a bit, but: I may have to come back to this, but the thing I was reminded of was a discussion back in the day on doctoreleven (it was the BEST community) regarding Ten & Eleven and their differences. And how Ten spent his whole tenure being eaten up by guilt over what he'd done to his own people. He HAD to be right [in all his morals & judgments] because if he was wrong, maybe he'd been wrong back then too, and then everything would unravel. Then comes EoT and he gets to confront the situation once again, and has to make the same choice, and it's affirmed that it *was* the right choice. (Because Rassilon is bat-shit crazy and would have destroyed the universe.) So - Eleven is borne with a much calmer state of mind. Still guilty, but not in the same way as Ten. And thus he behaves differently.
Well, that’s a bit of an overgeneralization I think, it depends on what said people are doing. Obviously it's an overgeneralisation - I was thinking of people who are in love, and thus focus mostly on each other. Rather than friends who run around having adventures together.
I’ll take your word for it, but that is also the most perfect description of David Tennant I have ever heard. Which is why I brought it up. Indeed I have a whole post.
And how Ten spent his whole tenure being eaten up by guilt over what he'd done to his own people. He HAD to be right because if he was wrong, maybe he'd been wrong back then too, and then everything would unravel. Then comes EoT and he gets to confront the situation once again, and has to make the same choice, and it's affirmed that it *was* the right choice. (Because Rassilon is bat-shit crazy and would have destroyed the universe.) So - Eleven is born with a much calmer state of mind. Still guilty, but not in the same way as Ten. And thus he behaves differently Yes, you had brought this up. Obviously, their differences in this matter and many others can be a result of character development, not just random personality change because of regeneration (For instance, though other factors were at play too, 11 reacts much better to instances of Cloning Blues than 10 did). If he is indeed the same man, his previous mindsets and experiences *have* to shape the way he changes and acts.
Interestingly, I agree with you, but I think that even though 11 *is* calmer, his guilt is *deeper*, he is the most guilt-ridden of all the Doctors (Just my personal view). Because: a) he is OCD –trust me, he is- so he is “okay” and *has* to be in control, thus all the bad stuff is usually hidden under the surface and left to increase and go haywire, b) naturally, he gets older and the guilt accumulates, c) he is constantly confronted -like you said, in part paying for 10’s hubris- with people who are terrified of him and his reputation (See “Why would a Time Lord be a weapon?”) , d) in contrast to 10, he earnestly tries to move on and is constantly thwarted and reminded of the Time War, e) his calmer state of mind (and memory of the EoT confrontation) allows him to not think in absolutes: 10 was either “it was the best place ever, woe is me”, total nostalgia goggles *or* “they were all monsters, I *had* to stop them”. So now I think he sees the picture as it really is, aka, “Well, I really did *have* to do it because the higher-ups would have destroyed the universe. Still. Genocide. Of my own planet. Lots of children. Please kill me.” To quote Ursula Le Guin, “For you’ve done what you had to do, and it was not right”. f) Ironically, I think that this very change in perspective that allows him to at least not think about it all the time, adds more guilt by widening his point of view. I mean yes, of course that is the big thing, but he is no more tunnel-vision about it. So now he goes “Oh. Wait. There was that other planet I ruined. And those species I destroyed because I had no choice. And all those times I was a dick because I was thinking about the War, and maybe I was biased, and did I choose correctly because of that? Oh, and that thing *before* the War, how the hell did I forget that, why didn’t I realise how horrible it was. And all those people who died because I made a mistake. Come to think of it, all those people who died just because I happened to be near. And all those people I personally ruined. Oh my God, Rose, and Martha, and Donna. And now I’m ruining the Ponds. And River. And you know, I really am a terrible person. And here’s another Sadistic Choice I have to make. Yay, more guilt. And I can’t save everyone. And I killed that alien guy. And- You know, maybe the Silence had a point after all.”
So yeah, thank God and Moffat for taking pity on him, and giving him an understanding family and friends, at least *some* happy endings, TDoTD, and a perfect regeneration episode.
Obviously it's an overgeneralisation - I was thinking of people who are in love, and thus focus mostly on each other. Rather than friends who run around having adventures together. Well, I did include people who are in love: Amy and Rory are. The Doctor and River are. Though I suppose you could say that they have a *family* dynamic, even before they discover that they are, so it’s different. But even so, I think 11 has an important advantage there because of the way he’s written –and do I think you can write the Doctor in love just fine, no matter what some people say. (Or he gets better episodes, I don’t know, I need to rewatch Series 2. But he does, doesn’t he?) I equally see the Doctor in an episode with Clara or a River-heavy one. When he is alone, it is equally heartbreaking with 10 but I don’t *want* him to stay that way, that doesn’t make him more interesting to watch. (And again, also, he didn’t need to lose people for us to *really* appreciate them and their connection through his level of grief, because we already did so; which I think is important.) What I’m trying to say is that I felt an increased “Doctorishness” when 10 wasn’t with Rose, perhaps due to how overtly human/traditional hero he tried to be. I mean, he even gets his catchphrase in “Doomsday” and his cool action theme in Series 3. And then there’s the whole “I won’t say I’m in love” aspect –for good, valid, character-based reasons, but still– that keeps their relationship from developing. People who you feel *want* to get married, feed each other chocolates, and shag their collective brains out, but are forced to stay in a stasis because the writing doesn’t know what else to do with them and/or wants tragedy for the sake of tragedy (because 10 *needs* !ANGST! ) are less engaging to watch.
Again, I may be biased because of cosplay and I’m probably too harsh on the poor babies now (Genuinely happy 10 is rare, I know I will go “aww”). Just see this as a subjective, personal view. But I mostly feel it’s a writing thing anyway, like I said: the “I won’t say I’m in love” stasis, the underlying unequal power dynamic… That’s why 10.2/Rose opens up so many possibilities. As a great fic puts it: “It’s not perfect. But in a way it’s better than perfect, because finally it’s real.” And also about writing issues, I think you can have people who are in love; but you have to either give them huge obstacles to overcome, make them unhappy for other reasons, or give them very, very interesting things to do. I mean everyone and their mother (literally!) was already shipping 11/River by the Series 5 finale, and the flirting was over 9000; but we have this mysterious box that’s been hyped up to high heaven, a bajillion hostile armies on our heads, and all of existence and a wedding to save. You have to take drugs to not get invested to “watching Hitchcock” levels. And like I said, Moffat allows our poor favourite bastards to occasionally Earn Their Happy Ending and applies copious amounts of the Reverse Don Bluth Principle. So that helps, I think.
And then there’s the whole “I won’t say I’m in love” aspect –for good, valid, character-based reasons, but still– that keeps their relationship from developing. People who you feel *want* to get married, feed each other chocolates, and shag their collective brains out, but are forced to stay in a stasis because the writing doesn’t know what else to do with them and/or wants tragedy for the sake of tragedy (because 10 *needs* !ANGST! ) are less engaging to watch. Yes, thissss. I talk about this often wrt couples and whether the reason they aren't together is due to character issues or plot issues. Look at Romeo & Juliet - if their families didn't happen to be mortal enemies, they'd just get married and be happy. And it's the same thing with Ten & Rose - if it wasn't because he was a Time Lord, they'd either get married or break up (in spectacular fashion, probably). I much prefer couples where the issues are inherent to *them*. Where they argue and fight and gain a better understanding of each other, and it's not 'happily ever after' but it's complex and complicated. (See Doctor/River. Or Buffy/Spike. Or any of my other OTPs.) Although Spuffy is probably the most divisive. See icon. :)
As a great fic puts it: “It’s not perfect. But in a way it’s better than perfect, because finally it’s real.” Yes, perfectly put.
I mean everyone and their mother (literally!) was already shipping 11/River by the Series 5 finale, and the flirting was over 9000; but we have this mysterious box that’s been hyped up to high heaven, a bajillion hostile armies on our heads, and all of existence and a wedding to save. You have to take drugs to not get invested to “watching Hitchcock” levels. LOL. Although I'm not sure about 'everyone'. I used to have a 'River fan. No apologies' icon. And it was relevant. People did. not. like. her. or they thought she was the Rani or the Master or something else.
LOL. Although I'm not sure about 'everyone'. I used to have a 'River fan. No apologies' icon. And it was relevant. People did. not. like. her. or they thought she was the Rani or the Master or something else. Well, from what I can tell, River *still* is a divisive character. Although I do think that the characters/actors/plots/things that don’t divide the DW fandom can be counted on the fingers of one hand, and I’m being generous.
And now that you mentioned it, GOOD GOD. What is it with the Rani fans?! Why does she have so many, anyway? Every new character is ALWAYS the Rani until proven otherwise! Okay, we all have our faves, but this is not a reasonable or healthy way to approach fiction! Oh well :)
(I’ll get back to you on “Swift Musings” when I get the time -because probable huge explanation about my opinion, why I *will* still stick with it, but also one or two interesting things I hadn’t noticed, were I to go with yours.)
Well, from what I can tell, River *still* is a divisive character. Although I do think that the characters/actors/plots/things that don’t divide the DW fandom can be counted on the fingers of one hand, and I’m being generous. Very true. Although there was a lot of resentment back in the day (the Library episodes) when she waltzed in & claimed the Doctor as HERS! (Didn't she know that the Doctor belonged to ROSE? they yelled...) Ahem. ;)
And now that you mentioned it, GOOD GOD. What is it with the Rani fans?! Why does she have so many, anyway? Every new character is ALWAYS the Rani until proven otherwise! Okay, we all have our faves, but this is not a reasonable or healthy way to approach fiction! Oh well :) Well, how do we know that BILL isn't the Rani, eh? She's science-y and all that. MAYBE THERE IS A FOB WATCH IN HER DRAWERS!!
(I’ll get back to you on “Swift Musings” when I get the time -because probable huge explanation about my opinion, why I *will* still stick with it, but also one or two interesting things I hadn’t noticed, were I to go with yours.) If we agreed on everything, life would be boring. :)
Yes, you had brought this up. Obviously, their differences in this matter and many others can be a result of character development, not just random personality change because of regeneration (For instance, though other factors were at play too, 11 reacts much better to instances of Cloning Blues than 10 did). If he is indeed the same man, his previous mindsets and experiences *have* to shape the way he changes and acts. It's also (IMHO) the way each regeneration is a reaction against the previous one. See Five & Six for the ultimate example. Five is the softest of the Doctors. Six is the closest to being a psychopath. So a lot of Eleven is a reaction against Ten's problematic issues.
Interestingly, I agree with you, but I think that even though 11 *is* calmer, his guilt is *deeper*, he is the most guilt-ridden of all the Doctors (Just my personal view). No arguing with that! Young face, old soul. As Matt Smith said:
"That's what interests me about The Doctor because, actually, look at the blood on the man's hands... Which is why I think he has to make silly jokes and wear a fez. Because if he didn't, he'd hang himself."
Twelve can be more outwardly gruff, because he's lost that massive burden of being the killer of his own kind. And then Clara hammers home the point that HE IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR HER OR HER CHOICES!
And so; calm, relatively content Twelve we have. ♥
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Re: Thy humble phantom lurker
(Anonymous) 2017-04-18 10:26 pm (UTC)(link):O oh noes!!!
Well, it’s not that bad now. Things that were mine can be rewritten; things that were not can be found. It just takes time. And come on, what did you expect from 2016?
I literally have an icon regarding how different they are!! *points* And many essays.
I love that icon! (and your essays)
One upside of the aforementioned disaster was me going through the saved ones (to try and remember better what was lost), and improving them. And one particular small difference struck me regarding 10-11, which I had not thought of before: They very ironically snap in opposite ways when it comes to their god complex. I may be overgeneralising a bit, but:
10 is: “I shall punish evil-doers. Horribly so. Back off. You get one chance. Sorry, I really don’t like it, but.” And then in WoM he’s like “MUST SAVE PEOPLE. Live, damn you”.
11 is: “MUST SAVE PEOPLE. MUST SAVE ALL THE PEOPLE. If someone, ANYONE dies, it’s my fault”. And then whenever he snaps, he’s like “DIE, SCUM. Finally, someone I can hate without feeling like a hypocrite. You are *guiltier*. Wow, I have the moral high ground, I have the *right* to do this. I… I think I’m enjoying this. Fuck.”
People being happy & in love are not exciting to watch.
Well, that’s a bit of an overgeneralization I think, it depends on what said people are doing. I understand your point, it *is* easier to make misery interesting to watch. But whoever was bored of Two, I ask you! I don’t think anyone was less interested in 11 and the Ponds or River in the “happy episodes”, let’s say; and even though sad! or lonely!11 is played perfectly by Matt Smith and needs all the hugs, I never said “oh, NOW we’re talking, finally, the Doctor, excitement!” What I’m trying to say is that the state of the characters generally influenced the *mood*, not our level of interest; happy and in love or not, 11 was equally engaging. And he didn’t need to lose people for us to appreciate them and their connection through his level of grief, because we already did so.
(Of course, Moffat’s adherence to the Reverse Don Bluth Principle and his Earn Your Happy Ending tendencies do help: he only makes the characters happy after putting them through absolute hell, so of course we accept it.)
'I can't believe I forgot how Denisof as Wesley can stand there and exude pain. It's like a superpower.'
I’ll take your word for it, but that is also the most perfect description of David Tennant I have ever heard.
Re: Thy humble phantom lurker
(Anonymous) 2017-04-19 02:19 am (UTC)(link)I need to introduce you to Fear Me, I Killed All of Them, which is that but much wider in scope. Still gives me shivers in all the best ways.
Well, the narrow scope was kind of the point with this idea because I really like how Series 6 was built. As I put it in my “Examining the Doctor’s faith” analysis:
“It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom.
One should basically just clap and go: “Yes, please do continue showing the incredibly old, self-loathing, guilt-ridden, emotionally unstable mess of an alien that he totally sucks, destroys everything, brings death and misery wherever he goes and that if he doesn’t die the universe will blow up. Absolutely nothing wrong here, we’re all ears, having a ball”.
Still, very nice video (and meta). Unfortunately, not really my cup of tea, due to an oversaturation of DW vids with 30 Seconds to Mars songs, (especially this one) and a general indifference towards the band. But still, very nice construction, and eerily similar to a scene from “Forgiven” (I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that):
“Ah Sun-flower! weary of time,
Who countest the steps of the Sun:
Seeking after that sweet golden clime
Where the traveler’s journey is done.”
He closes the book – “Songs of Innocence and of Experience” by William Blake - sets it aside and settles back in his chair with a sigh, chin resting on his tangled fingers.
“I can explain. Tell them why I had to”.
“You want to be forgiven”.
(“Fear me; I’ve killed all of them”.
“You're turning me into you!”
“And some, not many but, some died. Not them. Not them, Brian. Never them.”
“Come along Pond. Please”.)
Slowly, almost reverently, he takes off the glasses and places them carefully on the grey, smooth surface of the console.
“Don’t we all?”
(And since I’ve gone off and started talking about my stuff again, I might as well go all the way: You know how many people make playlists about shows? Phoenix-Dragon has many nice ones. This is what I call the “Reverse Fantasia Project”.
Make a playlist, each song/general music piece represents/is the theme of a New Who episode. No DW music.
In progress, varying degrees of seriousness, many different criteria for choosing something: it might be the theme or subject. The lyrics. The allusions made. Parallels in story. The title. The melody. Perhaps the rhythm. If it is famous or symbolic, why. All the above at the same time.As long as something creates a connection in the intertextual mind!
Examples so far include –to give you an understanding:
Rose-Muse, Knights of Cydonia
The Parting of the Ways- The Hanging Tree
Human Nature- Peter Gabriel, Disturbed
Family of Blood- All I ever Wanted, piano version
Blink- Secret of Survival, The Wind in the Willows
Silence in the Library- Fear of the Dark, Iron Maiden
The End of Time, P.1 – Muse, Survival
Amy’s Choice- The Mind of the Bat, Miracle of Sound
The Big Bang- The Ecstasy of Gold/ The Power of Love, Huey Lewis and the News
A Christmas Carol- The Grand Finale (Edward Scissorhands soundtrack)
Day of the Moon- Muse, Uprising
Let’s Kill Hitler- Golden Earring, When The Lady Smiles
Asylum of the Daleks- Dario Marianelli, The dominoes fall
The Night of the Doctor- Basil Poledouris, The Barricades
The Day of the Doctor- The White Tree, LOTR soundtrack
The Time of the Doctor- Time (Inception)
Time Heist- Misirlou, Pulp Fiction
Flatline- You Know My Name, Chris Cornel
Hell Bent- Ennio Morricone, The Demise of Barbara and the Return of Joe
At some point in the far future there will be a complete list with links (and possibly short explanations)! Uploaded on Dev! Some day.)
I wish I could beta more vids, it's *fascinating*.
Well, after seeing this one I wish that too!
Am now off to double check if I've watched the vids you recommend.
So? Had you?
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(Anonymous) 2017-04-19 06:31 am (UTC)(link)I need to introduce you to Fear Me, I Killed All of Them, which is that but much wider in scope. Still gives me shivers in all the best ways.
Well, the narrow scope was kind of the point with this idea because I really like how Series 6 was built. As I put it in my “Examining the Doctor’s faith” analysis:
“It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom.
One should basically just clap and go: “Yes, please do continue showing the incredibly old, self-loathing, guilt-ridden, emotionally unstable mess of an alien that he totally sucks, destroys everything, brings death and misery wherever he goes and that if he doesn’t die the universe will blow up. Absolutely nothing wrong here, we’re all ears, having a ball”.
Still, very nice video (and meta). Unfortunately, not really my cup of tea, due to an oversaturation of DW vids with 30 Seconds to Mars songs, (especially this one) and a general indifference towards the band. But still, very nice construction, and eerily similar to a scene from “Forgiven” (I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that):
“Ah Sun-flower! weary of time,
Who countest the steps of the Sun:
Seeking after that sweet golden clime
Where the traveler’s journey is done.”
He closes the book – “Songs of Innocence and of Experience” by William Blake - sets it aside and settles back in his chair with a sigh, chin resting on his tangled fingers.
“I can explain. Tell them why I had to”.
“You want to be forgiven”.
(“Fear me; I’ve killed all of them”.
“You're turning me into you!”
“And some, not many but, some died. Not them. Not them, Brian. Never them.”
“Come along Pond. Please”.)
Slowly, almost reverently, he takes off the glasses and places them carefully on the grey, smooth surface of the console.
“Don’t we all?”
(And since I’ve gone off and started talking about my stuff again, I might as well go all the way, and explain my thought process behind that: You know how many people make playlists about shows? Phoenix-Dragon has many nice ones. This is what I call the “Reverse Fantasia Project”.
Make a playlist, each song/general music piece represents/is the theme of a New Who episode. No DW music.
In progress, varying degrees of seriousness, many different criteria for choosing something: it might be the theme or subject. The lyrics. The allusions made. Parallels in story. The title. The melody. Perhaps the rhythm. If it is famous or symbolic, why. All the above at the same time.As long as something creates a connection in the intertextual mind!
Examples so far include –to give you an understanding:
Rose-Muse, Knights of Cydonia
The Parting of the Ways- The Hanging Tree
Human Nature- Peter Gabriel, Disturbed
Family of Blood- All I ever Wanted, piano version
Blink- Secret of Survival, The Wind in the Willows
Silence in the Library- Fear of the Dark, Iron Maiden
The End of Time, P.1 – Muse, Survival
Amy’s Choice- The Mind of the Bat, Miracle of Sound
The Big Bang- The Ecstasy of Gold/ The Power of Love, Huey Lewis and the News
A Christmas Carol- The Grand Finale (Edward Scissorhands soundtrack)
Day of the Moon- Muse, Uprising
Let’s Kill Hitler- Golden Earring, When The Lady Smiles
Asylum of the Daleks- Dario Marianelli, The dominoes fall
The Night of the Doctor- Basil Poledouris, The Barricades
The Day of the Doctor- The White Tree, LOTR soundtrack
The Time of the Doctor- Time (Inception)
Time Heist- Misirlou, Pulp Fiction
Flatline- You Know My Name, Chris Cornel
Hell Bent- Ennio Morricone, The Demise of Barbara and the Return of Joe
At some point in the far future there will be a complete list with links (and possibly short explanations)! Uploaded on Dev! Some day.)
I wish I could beta more vids, it's *fascinating*.
Well, after seeing this one I wish that too!
Am now off to double check if I've watched the vids you recommend.
So? Had you?
Re: Thy humble phantom lurker
(Anonymous) 2017-04-19 06:32 am (UTC)(link)I need to introduce you to Fear Me, I Killed All of Them, which is that but much wider in scope. Still gives me shivers in all the best ways.
Well, the narrow scope was kind of the point with this idea because I really like how Series 6 was built. As I put it in my “Examining the Doctor’s faith” analysis:
“It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom.
One should basically just clap and go: “Yes, please do continue showing the incredibly old, self-loathing, guilt-ridden, emotionally unstable mess of an alien that he totally sucks, destroys everything, brings death and misery wherever he goes and that if he doesn’t die the universe will blow up. Absolutely nothing wrong here, we’re all ears, having a ball”.
Still, very nice video (and meta). Unfortunately, not really my cup of tea, due to an oversaturation of DW vids with 30 Seconds to Mars songs, (especially this one) and a general indifference towards the band. But still, very nice construction, and eerily similar to a scene from “Forgiven” (I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that):
“Ah Sun-flower! weary of time,
Who countest the steps of the Sun:
Seeking after that sweet golden clime
Where the traveler’s journey is done.”
He closes the book – “Songs of Innocence and of Experience” by William Blake - sets it aside and settles back in his chair with a sigh, chin resting on his tangled fingers.
“I can explain. Tell them why I had to”.
“You want to be forgiven”.
(“Fear me; I’ve killed all of them”.
“You're turning me into you!”
“And some, not many but, some died. Not them. Not them, Brian. Never them.”
“Come along Pond. Please”.)
Slowly, almost reverently, he takes off the glasses and places them carefully on the grey, smooth surface of the console.
“Don’t we all?”
I wish I could beta more vids, it's *fascinating*.
Well, after seeing this one I wish that too!
Am now off to double check if I've watched the vids you recommend.
So? Had you?
Re: Thy humble phantom lurker
Oh I can see that. However I do love multi-Doctor vids that *work*, so I had to rec it. :)
“It’s almost funny. I mean, either the Silence have an amazing sense of timing with Lake Silencio or Fate suddenly really, really hates him and wants to have fun. The universe is doing half the job in Series 6 if you think about it. It’s like everything is conspiring to push him to the brink and accept his doom.
Hmmm. Well, it's the chickens coming home to roost. Partly he's paying for Ten's hubris, but also the Silence are the over-arching nemesis for all of Eleven's era (see the crack) - and S6 is the central part, obviously.
(I have fics; wish I could make vids, but even so, great minds and all that)
You and me both. And thank you for sharing.
So? Had you?
I had not, and am now greatly indebted to you good sir. The Big Whobowski looks like it could be better than the actual movie, and The Dead Rory Sketch made me laugh entirely too loud. I shall have to share it with my girls later one. :D
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(Anonymous) 2017-04-30 11:33 am (UTC)(link):D Well, I like to share; I hope they liked it too. And I too would totally watch a movie-long version of The Big Whobowski.
In general, Bob Mitsch has incredibly funny videos. Have a browse if you find the time. I really loved the DW parody of They Live.
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-01 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Thy humble phantom lurker
Good point.
I love that icon! (and your essays)
:D
They very ironically snap in opposite ways when it comes to their god complex. I may be overgeneralising a bit, but:
I may have to come back to this, but the thing I was reminded of was a discussion back in the day on
Well, that’s a bit of an overgeneralization I think, it depends on what said people are doing.
Obviously it's an overgeneralisation - I was thinking of people who are in love, and thus focus mostly on each other. Rather than friends who run around having adventures together.
I’ll take your word for it, but that is also the most perfect description of David Tennant I have ever heard.
Which is why I brought it up. Indeed I have a whole post.
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(Anonymous) 2017-04-30 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)Yes, you had brought this up. Obviously, their differences in this matter and many others can be a result of character development, not just random personality change because of regeneration (For instance, though other factors were at play too, 11 reacts much better to instances of Cloning Blues than 10 did). If he is indeed the same man, his previous mindsets and experiences *have* to shape the way he changes and acts.
Interestingly, I agree with you, but I think that even though 11 *is* calmer, his guilt is *deeper*, he is the most guilt-ridden of all the Doctors (Just my personal view). Because:
a) he is OCD –trust me, he is- so he is “okay” and *has* to be in control, thus all the bad stuff is usually hidden under the surface and left to increase and go haywire,
b) naturally, he gets older and the guilt accumulates,
c) he is constantly confronted -like you said, in part paying for 10’s hubris- with people who are terrified of him and his reputation (See “Why would a Time Lord be a weapon?”) ,
d) in contrast to 10, he earnestly tries to move on and is constantly thwarted and reminded of the Time War,
e) his calmer state of mind (and memory of the EoT confrontation) allows him to not think in absolutes: 10 was either “it was the best place ever, woe is me”, total nostalgia goggles *or* “they were all monsters, I *had* to stop them”. So now I think he sees the picture as it really is, aka, “Well, I really did *have* to do it because the higher-ups would have destroyed the universe. Still. Genocide. Of my own planet. Lots of children. Please kill me.” To quote Ursula Le Guin, “For you’ve done what you had to do, and it was not right”.
f) Ironically, I think that this very change in perspective that allows him to at least not think about it all the time, adds more guilt by widening his point of view. I mean yes, of course that is the big thing, but he is no more tunnel-vision about it. So now he goes “Oh. Wait. There was that other planet I ruined. And those species I destroyed because I had no choice. And all those times I was a dick because I was thinking about the War, and maybe I was biased, and did I choose correctly because of that? Oh, and that thing *before* the War, how the hell did I forget that, why didn’t I realise how horrible it was. And all those people who died because I made a mistake. Come to think of it, all those people who died just because I happened to be near. And all those people I personally ruined. Oh my God, Rose, and Martha, and Donna. And now I’m ruining the Ponds. And River. And you know, I really am a terrible person. And here’s another Sadistic Choice I have to make. Yay, more guilt. And I can’t save everyone. And I killed that alien guy. And- You know, maybe the Silence had a point after all.”
So yeah, thank God and Moffat for taking pity on him, and giving him an understanding family and friends, at least *some* happy endings, TDoTD, and a perfect regeneration episode.
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(Anonymous) 2017-04-30 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)Well, I did include people who are in love: Amy and Rory are. The Doctor and River are. Though I suppose you could say that they have a *family* dynamic, even before they discover that they are, so it’s different.
But even so, I think 11 has an important advantage there because of the way he’s written –and do I think you can write the Doctor in love just fine, no matter what some people say. (Or he gets better episodes, I don’t know, I need to rewatch Series 2. But he does, doesn’t he?) I equally see the Doctor in an episode with Clara or a River-heavy one. When he is alone, it is equally heartbreaking with 10 but I don’t *want* him to stay that way, that doesn’t make him more interesting to watch. (And again, also, he didn’t need to lose people for us to *really* appreciate them and their connection through his level of grief, because we already did so; which I think is important.)
What I’m trying to say is that I felt an increased “Doctorishness” when 10 wasn’t with Rose, perhaps due to how overtly human/traditional hero he tried to be. I mean, he even gets his catchphrase in “Doomsday” and his cool action theme in Series 3.
And then there’s the whole “I won’t say I’m in love” aspect –for good, valid, character-based reasons, but still– that keeps their relationship from developing. People who you feel *want* to get married, feed each other chocolates, and shag their collective brains out, but are forced to stay in a stasis because the writing doesn’t know what else to do with them and/or wants tragedy for the sake of tragedy (because 10 *needs* !ANGST! ) are less engaging to watch.
Again, I may be biased because of cosplay and I’m probably too harsh on the poor babies now (Genuinely happy 10 is rare, I know I will go “aww”). Just see this as a subjective, personal view. But I mostly feel it’s a writing thing anyway, like I said: the “I won’t say I’m in love” stasis, the underlying unequal power dynamic… That’s why 10.2/Rose opens up so many possibilities. As a great fic puts it: “It’s not perfect. But in a way it’s better than perfect, because finally it’s real.”
And also about writing issues, I think you can have people who are in love; but you have to either give them huge obstacles to overcome, make them unhappy for other reasons, or give them very, very interesting things to do. I mean everyone and their mother (literally!) was already shipping 11/River by the Series 5 finale, and the flirting was over 9000; but we have this mysterious box that’s been hyped up to high heaven, a bajillion hostile armies on our heads, and all of existence and a wedding to save. You have to take drugs to not get invested to “watching Hitchcock” levels.
And like I said, Moffat allows our poor favourite bastards to occasionally Earn Their Happy Ending and applies copious amounts of the Reverse Don Bluth Principle. So that helps, I think.
(And sorry for the Walls of Text.)
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Yes, thissss. I talk about this often wrt couples and whether the reason they aren't together is due to character issues or plot issues. Look at Romeo & Juliet - if their families didn't happen to be mortal enemies, they'd just get married and be happy. And it's the same thing with Ten & Rose - if it wasn't because he was a Time Lord, they'd either get married or break up (in spectacular fashion, probably). I much prefer couples where the issues are inherent to *them*. Where they argue and fight and gain a better understanding of each other, and it's not 'happily ever after' but it's complex and complicated. (See Doctor/River. Or Buffy/Spike. Or any of my other OTPs.) Although Spuffy is probably the most divisive. See icon. :)
As a great fic puts it: “It’s not perfect. But in a way it’s better than perfect, because finally it’s real.”
Yes, perfectly put.
I mean everyone and their mother (literally!) was already shipping 11/River by the Series 5 finale, and the flirting was over 9000; but we have this mysterious box that’s been hyped up to high heaven, a bajillion hostile armies on our heads, and all of existence and a wedding to save. You have to take drugs to not get invested to “watching Hitchcock” levels.
LOL. Although I'm not sure about 'everyone'. I used to have a 'River fan. No apologies' icon. And it was relevant. People did. not. like. her. or they thought she was the Rani or the Master or something else.
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(Anonymous) 2017-05-01 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)Well, from what I can tell, River *still* is a divisive character. Although I do think that the characters/actors/plots/things that don’t divide the DW fandom can be counted on the fingers of one hand, and I’m being generous.
And now that you mentioned it, GOOD GOD. What is it with the Rani fans?! Why does she have so many, anyway? Every new character is ALWAYS the Rani until proven otherwise! Okay, we all have our faves, but this is not a reasonable or healthy way to approach fiction! Oh well :)
(I’ll get back to you on “Swift Musings” when I get the time -because probable huge explanation about my opinion, why I *will* still stick with it, but also one or two interesting things I hadn’t noticed, were I to go with yours.)
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Very true. Although there was a lot of resentment back in the day (the Library episodes) when she waltzed in & claimed the Doctor as HERS! (Didn't she know that the Doctor belonged to ROSE? they yelled...) Ahem. ;)
And now that you mentioned it, GOOD GOD. What is it with the Rani fans?! Why does she have so many, anyway? Every new character is ALWAYS the Rani until proven otherwise! Okay, we all have our faves, but this is not a reasonable or healthy way to approach fiction! Oh well :)
Well, how do we know that BILL isn't the Rani, eh? She's science-y and all that. MAYBE THERE IS A FOB WATCH IN HER DRAWERS!!
(I’ll get back to you on “Swift Musings” when I get the time -because probable huge explanation about my opinion, why I *will* still stick with it, but also one or two interesting things I hadn’t noticed, were I to go with yours.)
If we agreed on everything, life would be boring. :)
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It's also (IMHO) the way each regeneration is a reaction against the previous one. See Five & Six for the ultimate example. Five is the softest of the Doctors. Six is the closest to being a psychopath. So a lot of Eleven is a reaction against Ten's problematic issues.
Interestingly, I agree with you, but I think that even though 11 *is* calmer, his guilt is *deeper*, he is the most guilt-ridden of all the Doctors (Just my personal view).
No arguing with that! Young face, old soul. As Matt Smith said:
"That's what interests me about The Doctor because, actually, look at the blood on the man's hands... Which is why I think he has to make silly jokes and wear a fez. Because if he didn't, he'd hang himself."
Twelve can be more outwardly gruff, because he's lost that massive burden of being the killer of his own kind. And then Clara hammers home the point that HE IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR HER OR HER CHOICES!
And so; calm, relatively content Twelve we have. ♥