I'm behind on household chores and fandom things (my end-of-year post, snowflake challenge etc.) and the next few weeks are going to be stressful because I have weekend classes again and other plans; and yet the past few days I've spent most of my spare time (and some time when I should have been asleep) reading the first 4.5 books of Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman. I'd heard enough good things about it that I put a hold on the first two books immediately when my library got them, and when I was finished with them I immediately wanted to continue reading. Unfortunately the ebook versions of books 3-7 are only available on amazon from what I've seen and I try to avoid giving them money when I can, so I joined the author's Patreon instead and am now reading the unedited versions of the other books. It's very hard to stop reading! There's always just one more thing I want to see how it goes, and then the next.
I enjoy the LitRPG and power-up fantasy aspects, but I think my favorite angle is the reality TV death game. Reminds me of the Hunger Games in that aspect, with bonus corporate politics in the background. I also like the characters, the main cast and the supporting cast, and I enjoy the crazy plans. Can't wait to see where it goes! ...except I have to because of chores and classes etc. etc. and I should also try to get enough sleep. Boo.
Prompt 8 for this year is "Talk about your creative process." which made me realise it's been a while since I've had a Story Song. Usually when I have a story I'm working on I have a song that goes with it, that echoes some aspect of the plot, setting or character (dynamics) and yet lately... Nothing. Maybe that's why everything has been feeling so empty and been so hard to write?
ANYWAY all this is a long-winded way to ask for music recs.
This week I've been working on making a good start to one of my resolutions, to start a new recipe notebook. (When I first started learning to cook in an organised fashion, while I was going my post-grad, I took a nice notebook I had and wrote down all my succesful recipes in it. It's a multi-coloured decade's worth of recipes that I refer to regularly even now that I'm a vegetarian and many of the recipes aren't one's I'd ever cook now.) I've been meaning to start a new one for a few years now, but never got round to it, because, well I had my tablet and most recipes I was cooking that weren't in actual cookbooks were on the internet and it was just easier to look them up, but it's really come home to me in the last year when I've gone to look something up and it's just gone. (Not even random people's food blogs, but places I'd expect things to be like the guardian or the good food magazine page.) So I've started in on recipes from my 'cook new recipes' challenges from the past few years, and a significant percentage of them are lost to link rot and paywalls.
But the other thing I've noticed - and part of what makes me want to keep the project up - is that my handwriting is really rusty. I've had to make fairly heavy usage of my tippex mouse because I keep missing letters out of words, not even in the analogue version of typos just I'm so out of practice of writing by hand that I'm half-forgetting how to form the letters properly. I used to have a problem with missing out letters when I wrote essays because I was writing so fast to keep up with my brain - the main reason I switched to typing, as it's much easier to keep up with the speed of thought/ideas that way - but I'm just copying out recipes here. Though on the plus-side, forcing myself to slow down, to form the letters properly is making it a more meditive experience than I expected it to be.
I've always prided myself on having nice handwriting. Ever since we did a unit on the Victorians and spent that whole term perfecting copperplate script I've written a minorly adapted version of that. (I adjusted some letters to be more easily read by modern eyes, so I wouldn't get marked down for mis-spelling words because my teachers that didn't recognise my old-fashioned letters.) All through secondary and university my preferred method of studying was to make notes and the rewrite my notes and I still have piles of notebooks about the place in neat multi-coloured copperplate. So it's both weird and minorly upsetting when my handwriting isn't neat despite my best efforts. No doubt with regular practice it'll improve but at the moment I'm falling a low way short of my own high standards for my handwriting.
It's a ridiculous thing to be having feelings about, I am aware, but nonetheless, I am having them. My handwriting isn't as nice as it used to be - less smooth, more effort for less pleasing results - and it annoys me. I'm feeling a little rusty here, it's a thing.
Stand With Minnesota.com has mutual aid opportunities and testimonals of what happens when the president decides he doesn't like a state and sends in ICE to harass everyone.
If you donate 25 bucks to any listed org, tell me about it, and I will write for you in any of my fandoms. Anonymous comments signed with a username are welcome, and I explicitly 100% do not want anything that doxxes you.
Stay safe out there and help each other.
Current Mood:determined
Current Music:When I look around me, I can't believe what I see
Rupi Kaur "Milk And Honey" (Andrews McMeel Publishing)
Rupi Kaur was just 21 when she wrote and illustrated this collection of poetry, somehow managing to do the impossible and selling millions of copies of a genre that typically doesn't often top the bestseller charts.
Milk and Honey is a raw, honest and gutsy collection of poems about abuse, falling in love, having your heart broken and healing. I enjoyed the sections on falling in love and breaking up the most - for those of us who passed out of our teens and twenties quite some time ago, it was an enjoyable reminder of the passion that burns so fiercely at that point in life, when sexual relationships are all consuming and break ups so terribly hurtful and destructive (I'm not suggesting break ups aren't upsetting at any stage in life, but there's a particular rawness to those early breakups when you're just discovering life and trying to figure out who you are).
your name is the strongest positive and negative connotation in any language it either lights me up or leaves me aching for days
Bam! I'm rocketed straight back to the late eighties and thoughts of an ex who sent me head and heart spinning in all sorts of great and awful directions.
I don't know why I split myself open for others knowing sewing myself up hurts this much afterward
I loved this collection. It's so raw, so open, so painfully, brutally recognisable to anyone who remembers the immense joy and pain of falling in and out of love for the first time or even second time.
I've officially completed all my birthday activities for this year, so I can like, breathe again.
There was recreational axe throwing, joint TV marathons, dinners, gifts and hugs. I chose not to have any kind of party or gathering this year, so just saw friends individually or in small groups, and it worked out OK. I also celebrated roga's birthday (and will continue to tomorrow), so it all kind of worked out with multiple events.
How have you been doing, friends?
I'm feeling a bit better than I hoped to, at this time of the year.
ETA: I have cautiously started looking at social media again, in very very limited quantities, and as twitter seems like... not the place, I now have a bluesky. IDK IDK. But if you're on there I may also be on there sometimes too I guess.
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Another great one from the folks at Visibility Brigade, although I’m not sure where this exact photo was taken.
Hi, all, and happy Friday.
Welp. We made it through another week. Things remain extraordinarily difficult, but I feel more convinced than ever that we’re going to win.
Axios reported this morning that “Trump advisers quietly are talking about ‘recalibrating’ the White House's approach” to immigration enforcement.”
From the article:
President Trump’s team recently reviewed private GOP polling that showed support for his immigration policies falling. The results, reflected in public surveys, bolstered internal concern about the administration’s confrontational enforcement tactics.
Now, as the chaotic scenes from Minnesota play out around the clock on TV and social media, Axios has learned that some Trump advisers quietly are talking about “recalibrating” the White House’s approach — though it’s unclear what changes Trump would embrace, if any.
Why it matters: The worries in part of Trump’s brain trust are the first signs of internal second-guessing of his controversial ICE enforcement tactics.
The private polling suggested a rupturing of the coalition of independent, moderate and minority voters who were key parts of Trump’s victory in 2024. Such voters will play a big role in determining whether Republicans keep their slim House majority in November’s midterms.
If Republicans lose the House, Trump will head into his final two years in office as a lame duck who, he acknowledges, could face a third impeachment.
These people aren’t fools. They know ICE’s behavior is a losing issue for them. I’m not saying they’ll definitely recalibrate, but if they know what’s good for them electorally—and that matters to them a lot—they will. At the very least they may think twice about doubling down any further.
Of course whether or not they do that is also largely up to us. And I have absolutely no doubt that we are up to this challenge. Let’s keep our calls loud, keep organizing and/or attending peaceful protests, keep sharing stories of both ICE’s abuses and the brilliant ways Americans are resisting (this, as always, is a great place to find such material), and keep staying in the day.
One last thing—if you’re attending a local protest this weekend will you drop it in the comments? I’m going to one in Northeast LA and as soon as I can find the info again—I swear I’ve got it here somewhere—I’ll add it to the comments.
What are you up to this weekend? Let us know so we can come join you!
OK, all. Sorry for the short opening but I’ve got a lot going on today.
So proud of every single one of you, and so honored to be in this fight with you.
Hi, I’m a constituent calling from [zip]. My name is ______.
I’m calling to urge the Senator to filibuster the upcoming Homeland Security appropriations bill unless [choose one or more from the following]
There are significant changes to how ICE operates, so they aren’t behaving like lawless thugs
ICE’s funding bump from the One Big Beautiful Bill is erased and returned to last year’s levels of $10B annually (down from the larger $37.5B)
ICE is completely defunded and operations are paused until the agency can be vetted/reformed
ICE is shut down entirely
I’m sick of watching lawful citizens and noncitizens being arrested at their jobs, assaulted at peaceful protests, pulled out of their vehicles, blinded by munitions, and getting shot and killed. It’s un-American. We need qualified, well-trained officers to enforce only immigration law — not rogue, unidentified agents detaining, assaulting, shooting, and murdering people. Congress needs to step up and use its power in the Constitution to rein in ICE.
Thanks for listening and please do the right thing. Your voters are watching, I promise.
[H/T Ben Sheehan—read his post about the strategy behind this massively important ask here.]
Hi, I’m a constituent calling from [zip]. My name is _______.
First, I understand that Rep. Robin Kelly filed articles of impeachment against Kristi Noem. I want the Congressmember to sign on. Noem’s DHS is completely out of control, lawless, and dangerous. They are killing and maiming people, poisoning babies, terrorizing communities, and lying about what they’re doing. Noem needs to go and ICE needs to be abolished or dramatically reformed.
Speaking of which, I understand that Representative Seth Moulton just introduced a bill that would reallocate funding for ICE to fund ACA premium tax credits instead. This is a no-brainer. I expect the Congressmember to co-sponsor this legislation. Thanks.
Extra Credit ✅
Sunrise Movement is doing great work recruiting folks to book up hotel rooms at Hilton Hotels in Minneapolis and then canceling last minute so a) ICE can’t get the rooms and b) Hilton is punished for its complicity. I love it!
You can participate in this campaign by going here—and I hope you do!
Get Smart! 📚
Join the Progressive Caucus Action Fund for Voting Rights on the Verge: What Weakened Federal Protections Mean for You,a briefing on the state of the Voting Rights Act on Thursday, January 22 at 3PM ET.
They will bring together community advocates, legal experts, and policy leaders to discuss recent developments impacting voting rights, including the implications of the Louisiana v. Callais case before the Supreme Court. In the wake of Martin Luther King, Jr. Day, they will reflect on the unfinished work of the Voting Rights Act and what recent attacks mean for the future of federal voting rights protections.
DemCast has a bunch of GREAT videos in a new social media toolkit about both the efficacy of peaceful protest and the Americans participating in it right now. It’s really important to share this kind of content. With Minneapolis’s Mayor asking us to amplify the PEACEFUL nature of the protests in MN, and with the Trump admin desperate to depict us as “violent terrorists,” it’s more important than ever to show the reality of our movement.
As you may know, we are having terrible ICE raids here in LA as well. This week a local dad (among others) was taken. He leaves behind a wife and 4 young kids—my friend’s child goes to school with one of them.
The family is utterly devastated and scrambling. Both the man and his wife were carnitas vendors and now she is providing for her traumatized kids alone. The oldest son is in high school, the 2nd child is a 6th grader, there is a kindergartner at my friend’s school, and there is a baby about 8/9 months old.
A cross-denominational group of clergy are organizing a two-day “Minnesota March” On January 22 and 23. If you know members of the clergy who might want to travel to MN in a “march on Selma” sort of event, please send them this link.
Get in the Streets—the rest of us! 🪧
TUESDAY: FREE AMERICA WALKOUTS AT 2PM LOCAL!
To mark one year since the beginning of Trump 2.0, folks across the country - everyone from middle schoolers to retirees to dogs - will be walking out of school, work, and commerce at 2:00PM. Learn more here, find more than 600 events nationwide to unite with fellow participants at here, and use this social media toolkit here to promote.
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Resistbot Letter (new to Resistbot? Go here! And then here.) 💻
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The President of the United States is once again threatening to deploy our troops against American citizens.
Trump has publicly warned that he is considering invoking the Insurrection Act to stop protests against state violence in Minnesota. Unlike the ICE and CBP agents Trump has sent in, who have already killed a legal observer and brutalized their targets and protesters alike, the folks exercising their First Amendment rights have been overwhelmingly peaceful. These are people who believe in our Constitution, and simply want our government to be held to it, too.
What Trump is threatening is the stuff of tinpot dictatorships. One of the crucial protections that has kept America free and democratic has been our insistence that the military never be used as a political weapon against our own. That safeguard is being destroyed. It’s an affront to our most sacred values, and it’s dangerous as hell.
If the President chooses to pull the trigger, you need to treat it as the dire emergency for our nation that it is. Have a strategy ready and be prepared to use whatever legislative or political tools you have available to take concrete and meaningful action. Strongly-worded letters and angry videos on social media won’t cut it. If you accept this as business as usual, that’s what it will become.
OK, you did it again! You’re helping to save democracy! You’re amazing.
Talk soon.
Jess
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1) fandomtrees still has 3 trees below the minimum number of 2 gifts, and is thus at risk of delaying reveals again (currently scheduled for Jan 17 reveals), with the decision on delaying to be made the morning of 1/17. Needy trees are mastershield's Tree (f:astro boy, f:balan wonderland, f:kingdom hearts); kalloway's Tree (f:brave nine, f:crossovers, f:fire emblem, f:granblue fantasy, f:gundam, f:kingdom of heroes, f:super robot heroes) whoremoantreatments' Tree (f:advance wars, f:bleach, f:hypnosis mic, f:kuroko no basket, f:pokemon, f:tales of berseria, f:the world ends with you). (List kept updated here.) All of these are open to fic, and the minimum fill for fic is only 100 words, if anyone knows these fandoms and can help out.
(My tree has above the minimum number of gifts but is here, and I’m eager to see what’s on it :)
2) I should’ve mentioned this earlier, but it’s been a crazy couple of weeks. lunasariel is hosting a sync read of To Shape a Dragon’s Breath in her DW here. Currently it’s her, me, and cyanmnemosyne reading along, but contrary to the name, we don’t actually have to be all synched up to participate, so if (like me) you’ve been meaning to read this book for a while, or if you’ve read it already and want to follow our impressions as we make progress through it, come join! I am currently just past halfway, lunasariel is 10-20 chapters ahead of me, and Cyan has just recently started. (And yes, my thoughts on this book are ~50% on the chemistry. Actual Periodic Table of Elements chemistry, I mean, not chemistry between characters, although I’m enjoying that too.)
3) Snowflake catch up!
The problem with doing Snowflake every year for the last, uh… 10 years, I guess? – is that for repeated questions like this, which are about ME as opposed to about my fandoms or projects or objects, which can accumulate it is much harder to come up with something new to say! Both of these questions fall under that category, and so were more challenging than most for me to answer. But let’s see if I can come up with something without repeating myself.
Challenge #7: LIST THREE (or more) THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF. They don’t have to be your favorite things, just things that you think are good. Feel free to expand as much or as little as you want.
I do want to stick to fandom-related things I like about myself for this one, so, hm. Last time I answered this question seems to be in 2017 (and my things were “good fannish role model for my children”, “thorough and detailed in talking about what I’m reading/watching”, and “conscientious beta”) and the first time in 2016 (my answers were “good fannish baba/matchmaker”, "committed to fannish crack”, and “conscientious about fandom participation”) – and I do still feel those things are all applicable to me and I still like them. But I’ve done a bunch of new things in the last 9 years, from attending conventions to paying attention to the Hugos to signing up for Yuletide, so let me focus on those new things and see if I can extract three new things I like about myself fannishly from them.
This is another one I’ve done before, in 2019 and in 2015, but looking at even the 2019 one, I talked about fannish poetry and graphics, but not about fannish prose/fanfic. So clearly that’s what I should talk about, but what IS my process?
Do you like to sing socially? Do you like traditional music and music in the style of trad music?
Youth Trad Song is a youth-focused but not youth-exclusive event focused on singing with an awareness of social justice issues underlying the trad song community. It's happening the last weekend of March, 2026, in Connecticut.
Registration has closed, but they have a lot of openings left, so get your name in for the waitlist ASAP!
Go to your Works page on AO3, look at the tags, and see what the answers to these questions are. (Or any other site that has tags)
I'm going to go off both my fic journal (feast_of_fanfic) and my AO3 page (Muccamukk). The DW has a handful more fic, and a slightly different rating/tagging system, but should be roughly the same.
What rating do you write most fics under? DW: Teen. AO3: Teen and Up Audiences.
What are your top 3 fandoms? DW: Band of Brothers, Marvel 616 & tie of Babylon 5 and The Pacific. AO3: Band of Brothers, Marvel 616 (then several subcategories thereof), The Pacific.
What is your top character you write about? DW: Don't tag for characters. AO3: Richard Winters (BoB)
What are the 3 top pairings? DW: Nixon/Winters (BoB), Steve/Tony (Marvel), Band of Brothers Rarepair. AO3: Nixon/Winters (BoB), Steve/Tony (Marvel), Andy/Eddie (The Pacific).
What are the top 3 additional tags? DW: Drabbles!, PWP, Canon-Era H/C. AO3: Canon Era, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Post-Canon.
Did any of this surprise you? e.g. what turned out to be your top tag. Only giving each fic one genre each on DW skewed the tags much differently from AO3, for the last question. I've also posted a bunch of drabbles to DW that didn't make it to AO3, so that probably also moves the numbers (like tying B5 with The Pacific). If one includes HBO War and Marvel comics each as one fandom, it would go HBO War, Marvel Comics, Babylon 5.
It also leaves out some of my most popular fic, which are for fandoms I didn't write for as much, but got a couple one hit wonders that sailed to the top of my stats page.
(Any word on DW figuring out what's wrong with the AO3 user profile logo? I gather it's some kind of import problem.)