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elisi ([personal profile] elisi) wrote2006-10-02 08:36 pm
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Love is...

Buffy and Angel’s love is like a rainbow. When they meet - when rain meets sunshine - their love blossoms in the sky, for all to see. It is bright and awe-inspiring, awash with colour and breathtakingly beautiful, shimmering like nothing on this earth.

But it’s too high, too far although it seems close. And when they tried to reach up to it, tried to grasp it in their hands, it dissappeared like smoke, leaving emptiness in its wake. The very action of reaching causing it to vanish.

It came back - it’ll always come back - but it’ll never be theirs to posses.


Buffy and Spike’s love is like a clam, where one day a tiny grain of sand intruded. And although small, the grain was sharp and jagged and it irritated the clam greatly. So it tried to get rid of it as best it could - carefully and painstakingly smoothing over the nuisance; unseen, secret, unacknowledged. Growing so slowly that it could hardly be noticed.

When after many years they finally opened the clam, inside they found the most beautiful flawless pearl. Smooth, dense, and heavy with the layers of their history - from rough grain of sand to the perfection gleaming softly before them.

Theirs to touch and hold and own - to carry with them, always.


Spike and Angel’s love is like a teddy bear. They found it unexpectedly - all fluffy and new - many, many years ago. But being at that tender and cruel age when teddy bears are seen as the province of sissies and girls, they set about destroying it - tearing off its bow, shaving the fur, poking out an eye... and finally leaving it outside in the harsh weather, where it became soggy with rain and covered in mud.

When the two of them parted, the bear was stowed away in chest; torn, dingy and ignored.

Then one day they met again - much older, wiser and bleaker - and slowly began looking through the chest. Right at the bottom they found the teddy bear and at first they just put it back, uncertain and a bit abashed. Love is supposed to be a thing of beauty, right? But as time went on they thought that maybe they ought to do something a little more... so they cleaned and restored it as best they could, its blemishes rendering it more precious than they knew how to explain.

Now it sits on a shelf in a quiet corner - not hidden, nor on show. And never forgotten.


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Love is... all you guys! Thank you for 2 wonderful years (OMG! Anniversary!) - it feels like much longer, because I can’t really recall what life was like before. You have all become part of my life in a way I could never have imagined and I feel very, very lucky having so many wonderful friends! I hope you like my little thank you foem (not quite a fic, not quite a poem), and I promise to get back you tomorrow - tonight I have internet troubles and a poorly husband...

*hugs and kisses to all*

[identity profile] fraidycatx3.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
No. Thank You
Congratulations on your two year anniversary. I will add your post to my memories. I love it.

[identity profile] jamalov29.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Beautiful description of Buffy/Angel and Buffy/Spike love.

When after many years they finally opened the clam, inside they found the most beautiful flawless pearl. Smooth, dense, and heavy with the layers of their history - from rough grain of sand to the perfection gleaming softly before them. Yes.. :)

Happy anniversary !

[identity profile] rhiannonhero.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Totally agree about the above analogies. And happy LJ anniversary!

[identity profile] frenchani.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy anniversary !

xxx

[identity profile] calturner.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations on the anniversary! *hugs*

I love this post! I'm going to save it in my memories. :)
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[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_jems_/ 2006-10-02 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy anniversary!

[identity profile] frelling-tralk.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy anniversary!

[identity profile] petzipellepingo.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy Anniversary! Sending healing vibes along to Mr. Darcy, the big fan of Twu Wuv.

[identity profile] copykween.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy Anniversary!

[identity profile] prophcygrl.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy Anniversary, sweetie!! ::huggles::

As always, I am awed by your words and perceptions.

[identity profile] crackers4jenn.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy 2-year LJ Anniversary! *twirls you* And I loved your foem. :)
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[personal profile] fishsanwitt 2006-10-02 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
::hugs and kisses back::

[identity profile] annabelle528.livejournal.com 2006-10-03 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
That was such a nice foem! Love that word! :)

Happy LJ-versary! LJ is definitely a nicer place with you here! :)

[identity profile] zimshan.livejournal.com 2006-10-03 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
As always, such beautiful and amazing insight!

Happy two year anniversary!

And what a gorgeous banner you've got there. It's new, right? I'm not crazy?

[identity profile] ladycat713.livejournal.com 2006-10-03 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Happy anniversary! Beautiful analogy . I hope your hubby feels better soon.
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[identity profile] femmenerd.livejournal.com 2006-10-03 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Happy LJversary!

[identity profile] skylee.livejournal.com 2006-10-03 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
Happy anniversary! And lovely description of B/A and B/S. Aww, my OTP. :)
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[personal profile] shapinglight 2006-10-03 01:18 pm (UTC)(link)
It's been a pleasure knowing you.

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[identity profile] lusciousxander.livejournal.com 2006-10-03 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy anniversary, sweetie! Great insight.

[identity profile] st_salieri.livejournal.com 2006-10-03 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
This actually made me tear up, it was so lovely! I adore the pearl imagery.

Happy anniversary!

*smooches*

[identity profile] avrelia.livejournal.com 2006-10-04 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
Congratulation! How did we ever live without LJ? It seems I know you *for ages*!

[identity profile] kittyzams.livejournal.com 2006-10-04 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Hi Elisi! *waves like mad* I've been pretty absent from LJ, so I'm playing a bit of catch up here. I love your metaphors for Buffy's relationships with her vampires and I'm so glad that we met on here. Congratulations on 2 years. Yay for LJ and yay for you!

I wanted to make sure that you got the email that I sent you thanking you for your thoughtful gift. I was really excited to receive your print, and I've even had a friend of mine try to steal it from me! I hope all is well in the land of Elisabeth. *smooch*

Anniversary

[identity profile] rowlocks.livejournal.com 2006-10-04 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
Ahh, what life was like before! Anyway, thanks for being nice to Elisi. And the ones of you I've met have been very nice obsessive nutballs indeed.

Darcy

[personal profile] kikimay 2011-12-20 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
This is so perfect.
Beautiful description for every kind of love.

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Beautiful!