elisi: Edwin and Charles (Spike - Seeing Red by earth_vexer)
elisi ([personal profile] elisi) wrote2006-02-04 08:13 pm

What price your soul...

A good while ago (back in Novemeber) there was the rape-icon kerfuffle. [livejournal.com profile] spikeylover made a post about it and in one of the threads [livejournal.com profile] shipperx made one of the best explanations for why Spike needed the soul that I have ever seen. Since [livejournal.com profile] spikeylover was so kind as to find it for me, I will copy it out here for future reference.

All credit and much love to [livejournal.com profile] shipperx:

See, I think there are fundamental differences in interpretation because I think the point of the Crypt scene in Seeing Red is to show that Spike really never comprehended the difference in a real way. That's the point of being soulless. It's not that they cannot intellectualize the difference between right and wrong, it's that they cannot FEEL it. The significance of the crypt scene, and what spurred him on to Africa, is because for one moment he glimpsed what he didn't understand (it's the old you don't know what you don't know... until of course, you're faced with your ignorance). Spike THOUGHT he was as good as souled, but he was confronted with the dichotomy of the AR. It violated the promise that he had intended to keep, that he meant to keep, and that meant something to him... and he didn't even feel the point where he crossed the line. When he, in shock, was forced back to look and to realize, he finally "got" that he was missing something, that something was wrong. And it was wrong because he's in such confusion. A vampire SHOULDN'T care. A vampire DOESN'T care, and yet this wasn't something he had intended. He loved her. He really truly loved her and he would never have intended that, but there it was. And he wanted to change that, to fix it.

The point, to me, was that he finally "got" that without the soul he was missing an internal boundary so in a very visceral way (instead of an intellectual one) he didn't "get" the difference between right and wrong. He might well be able to read the labels between "this is right" and "this is wrong" but he couldn't FEEL it and know it on a gut level until he had the epiphany... and that was in the wake of "the incident."

[identity profile] zanthinegirl.livejournal.com 2006-02-05 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
I missed that kerfuffle and thus that explanation, but very well said. I wasn't a fan of the soul at first (I was afraid they were just going to re-do Angel's issues) but I've since come to the conclusion that he did need that soul. He'd come as far without it as he could, and hurting the one person he thought he'd never hurt was the impetus it took for him to get that soul.

Still a really painful episode to watch, though!

[identity profile] zanthinegirl.livejournal.com 2006-02-05 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
I know what you mean. I honestly thought he was trying to get the chip out, and the soul thing threw me at first. Then I spent the summer reading spoilers and fic... I've been a big fan of the soul since first episode of season 7, which I made my (then) non Buffy fan roommie watch. Then I had to pull out the DVDs, and officially hooked Erika; though she sadly ended up a Bangel. I was so bummed when "Beneath you" didn't tape (I had to work that night)But I think I caught all the other episodes as they aired. Season 7 hooked me completely; and it was Spike's soul/redemption that drove it IMO