It is an admirable stance; but in your case it's also needlessly difficult and lesser than you, you are one step above, beyond, how can I put it. Don't let just this plunge you into anti-nihilism. Not only that, in any case. I mean, I know things feel bad, but thay are not Angel bad, you have to admit. And judging by your stuff, I don't think existentialism is a sustainable option for you, not a long-term one at least.
"In the end it's only a passing thing this shadow, even darkness must pass. A new day will come, and when the sun shines it'll shine out the clearer."
On the other hand, yes, listen to the Greek person, who at first had a mini panic attack because of the news -but managed it after careful assessment of things, aka yes, I can still do what I want in the future), who as you have seen is totally sane, not a psychologist, half a generation younger than you, and who politically-philosophically-religiously identifies as a socialist humanist anti-nihilist and a Christian Universalist/Nature-Worshipping/Agnostic hybrid! I'm sure he knows what he's talking about!
P.S. While we are on the subject, something to cheer you up. Oh, and if you want, use it, by all means: Google -> "In which the 12th Doctor is a famous philosopher"
But I liked the old tagline...!
I mean, I know things feel bad, but thay are not Angel bad, you have to admit. And judging by your stuff, I don't think existentialism is a sustainable option for you, not a long-term one at least.
"In the end it's only a passing thing this shadow, even darkness must pass. A new day will come, and when the sun shines it'll shine out the clearer."
On the other hand, yes, listen to the Greek person, who at first had a mini panic attack because of the news -but managed it after careful assessment of things, aka yes, I can still do what I want in the future), who as you have seen is totally sane, not a psychologist, half a generation younger than you, and who politically-philosophically-religiously identifies as a socialist humanist anti-nihilist and a Christian Universalist/Nature-Worshipping/Agnostic hybrid! I'm sure he knows what he's talking about!
P.S. While we are on the subject, something to cheer you up. Oh, and if you want, use it, by all means: Google -> "In which the 12th Doctor is a famous philosopher"