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A thought on B/A and B/S in music.
These are some thoughts that've been in my head for a while. I'm not sure they are particularly interesting, I just felt like sharing. It's all about music...
Both B/A and B/S have a theme. The Bangel one is 'Close Your Eyes', the Spuffy one 'The Final Fight'. Now just going by titles, they say so much about the relationships they relate to:
- Buffy says: "Close your eyes" before she kills Angel. He is the victim - his own victim, in that he has to pay for Angelus's crime. It is a heart-wrenching, soul-destroying moment for Buffy, left bereft and alone, deciding that she cannot cope anymore and runs away from home. Buffy tried to pretend that everything was going to be ok when she started seeing Angel - she knew they had no future, but she was drawn in and closed her eyes to the harsh facts.
"When I kiss you, I want to die."
- Now the Final Fight... Buffy and Spike were always about the fight. "Do we really need weapons for this?" "I'd rather be fighting you anyway!" They were dancing for years, before Spike finally 'went down fighting'. His last words: "I wanna see how it ends!" He was not a victim, but a champion, his own actions having brought him there. Buffy was left stronger, ready to start a new life - proud of her lover. Because Buffy and Spike hardly ever pretended. She tried to deny what he felt - what she felt - but she never made it more, never tried to say that it would end well.
"This isn't real, but I just wanna feel."
The other point is the music itself:
- 'Close Your Eyes' is a beautiful, sad piece of music. You can hum the tune after hearing it once. It fits perfectly with the tragic, doomed love of Buffy and Angel... it is Romeo and Juliet set to music.
- 'The Final Fight' on the other hand is complicated. It's big and powerful and sweeping. It is not easy to remember, but much more satisfying to listen to. It could even be argued that it reflects the story of Buffy and Spike. It starts out slow (s2), and then builds and builds (s4-5) until it suddenly comes to a climax (s6) and then quiets down (s7). The last few movements are slow and lush and rich, reflecting the beauty and understatedness of s7 Spuffy. I love this piece of music far, far too much.
Both B/A and B/S have a theme. The Bangel one is 'Close Your Eyes', the Spuffy one 'The Final Fight'. Now just going by titles, they say so much about the relationships they relate to:
- Buffy says: "Close your eyes" before she kills Angel. He is the victim - his own victim, in that he has to pay for Angelus's crime. It is a heart-wrenching, soul-destroying moment for Buffy, left bereft and alone, deciding that she cannot cope anymore and runs away from home. Buffy tried to pretend that everything was going to be ok when she started seeing Angel - she knew they had no future, but she was drawn in and closed her eyes to the harsh facts.
"When I kiss you, I want to die."
- Now the Final Fight... Buffy and Spike were always about the fight. "Do we really need weapons for this?" "I'd rather be fighting you anyway!" They were dancing for years, before Spike finally 'went down fighting'. His last words: "I wanna see how it ends!" He was not a victim, but a champion, his own actions having brought him there. Buffy was left stronger, ready to start a new life - proud of her lover. Because Buffy and Spike hardly ever pretended. She tried to deny what he felt - what she felt - but she never made it more, never tried to say that it would end well.
"This isn't real, but I just wanna feel."
The other point is the music itself:
- 'Close Your Eyes' is a beautiful, sad piece of music. You can hum the tune after hearing it once. It fits perfectly with the tragic, doomed love of Buffy and Angel... it is Romeo and Juliet set to music.
- 'The Final Fight' on the other hand is complicated. It's big and powerful and sweeping. It is not easy to remember, but much more satisfying to listen to. It could even be argued that it reflects the story of Buffy and Spike. It starts out slow (s2), and then builds and builds (s4-5) until it suddenly comes to a climax (s6) and then quiets down (s7). The last few movements are slow and lush and rich, reflecting the beauty and understatedness of s7 Spuffy. I love this piece of music far, far too much.
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She tried to deny what he felt - what she felt - but she never made it more, never tried to say that it would end well.
"This isn't real, but I just wanna feel."
Hmmm - very, very nicely put. And, I guess she never denied - but she was always more realistic with Spike than with Angel, I suppose.
OMG! I just noticed you changed the background - when did you do that? ::taps fingers:: I will feel just awful if you've had it for a week and I still haven't said anything.....
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Hmmm - very, very nicely put.
I'm so glad you think so! I was agonising over the words. During the time S and B sleep together she does try to pretend a bit, but never in the same way as with Angel. It's all very complicated and I didn't want to write 3 pages! ;)
I changed my background and layout colours this morning. Recently a lot of other people seem to have chosen that lovely green thing I had, and it didn't feel as 'special' as it used to. And I like it bright. I guess you inspired me. :)
Oh - and thank you for the beta-ing. Will get to work asap!
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LOL! I'm glad, at least I didn't inspire you to go gardening with the overwhelming greenness or something.
Oh I'd be interested to read
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